And as far
Im glad i have the chance to say
That i do believe i love you
And if i should ever
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
Thats what
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever
Thats what friends are for
precious and rare
fake friends are like dead leaves
scattered everywhere
true or fake*
you decide
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
navigate; right*
Saturday, August 20, 2005
1:46 PM
yeppie~~ sweetiEs.. gOt tt aRchive thingY dOne!! ha3.. cheeriOs.. anw.. hope can see you guYs ltR.. ha3...
-YingX luRfs hEr gErs-
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Monday, August 15, 2005
4:05 PM
it's monday again. monday blues. many of them did not turn up for lesson today. think they must be hidding at home mugging hard for tomorrow's chemistry test, wednesday practical test and thursday pure mathematics test. tests, tests and tests again.. i wonder when will tests stop coming to us? 18th november perhaps.. my last day of A level.. haa.. looking forward that very day.. today was a short day for me. 2 hours of lesson and that's it.. now it's only 4 plus pm.. later watching the 'fishball' serial.. last episode le.. *sobsob* haa.. then have to study for my chem test.. hope i can do well =P
today during my 3 hours break i was very very piss off by what one of my classmate said.. arghh... think back my blood gonna to boil again.. know what he said? oKay shall update those kpo who wanna know.. haa.. well he asked me if i have complete the maths prelim papers that is due today. well, i completed long ago and my papers was with sharon (my gd buddy).. he commented that i did so fast was because i copied! what the hell.. even worse he said that sharon did faster than him cos she also copied! egolistic guys (as YingX always says). why cant we, ghers do faster than guys? (gers can do things better than guys at times!) GERS RULES!! yah indeed very egolistic! and i dont know what got into me that i was so stupid to ask him questions that i dont know.. he scolded me '' huh?! u never take physcis before ar?'' hey! not that i never took physics before.. so what if you are a prodigy in physics? i am and i swore i will not ask him any questions i dont know again forever and ever! rather fail my exams.. haa of cos not.. i will ask others but not him.. what an insult to me.. haa.. i know i am very weak in physics but he need not look down on me to that extent.. arghh.. i will work harder to prove him wrong that i did take physics before. and hope i can do better than him maybe not in physics but other A lelvel subject.. *pray hard* oKay that's all for this posts.. gonna do my work in case i lose to him.. haa.. just kidding =P
today during my 3 hours break i was very very piss off by what one of my classmate said.. arghh... think back my blood gonna to boil again.. know what he said? oKay shall update those kpo who wanna know.. haa.. well he asked me if i have complete the maths prelim papers that is due today. well, i completed long ago and my papers was with sharon (my gd buddy).. he commented that i did so fast was because i copied! what the hell.. even worse he said that sharon did faster than him cos she also copied! egolistic guys (as YingX always says). why cant we, ghers do faster than guys? (gers can do things better than guys at times!) GERS RULES!! yah indeed very egolistic! and i dont know what got into me that i was so stupid to ask him questions that i dont know.. he scolded me '' huh?! u never take physcis before ar?'' hey! not that i never took physics before.. so what if you are a prodigy in physics? i am and i swore i will not ask him any questions i dont know again forever and ever! rather fail my exams.. haa of cos not.. i will ask others but not him.. what an insult to me.. haa.. i know i am very weak in physics but he need not look down on me to that extent.. arghh.. i will work harder to prove him wrong that i did take physics before. and hope i can do better than him maybe not in physics but other A lelvel subject.. *pray hard* oKay that's all for this posts.. gonna do my work in case i lose to him.. haa.. just kidding =P
+xIXi+
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Friday, August 12, 2005
11:55 PM
da la~~ i'm blogging again=D
hmm.. let mi see.. i haf so much to blog bt tt i haf no idea where to start.. see see.. da conseQuenCes oF bein lazy.. ha3
hmm.. saw him @ the bus-stop ytD.. yes.. goD deCides to let mi run into him juX bEfore i gO home...hOw niCee huh.. i lurf running into him anD stuff.. then again i knOw myself.. i think and stone alot each time i run into him.. i juX dun wan to find mYself sinking deeper.. i could haf simplified things bY juX saying a hi.. juX a simple hi.. sO wuD's stopping mi? Y do i haf to sCrew things up? h3llo? wuD's da pRoblem wiF mi? Y cant i juX bRin mYself to behave nOrmalli.. juX like the way i wld sae hi tO others? clearly the misunderstanding is juX gonna deepen lah~ for heaven sake.. miss chong chun ying.. would u stop rolling ya eyes anD giving him tt dumb " omg.. why run into you oF all ppl" look when u so happen to run into him? stop all ya nOnsense lo~ mC was like tellin mi he did wave mi goodbYe on the bus.. but then again.. i still think it was kinda impossible lo~~ as in yup.. juX nOt his style oF dOing things.. i still believe tt he's mOst pRob wavin to his fren who's behind mi oR smthg.. oh well.. Y am i thinkin bt this? does it even concern mi?it dOesn't even mattEr..
alright.. i hate to admit.. bUt everithing bt him still matters alot to mi aCtualli.. a simple bye.. if he realli did wave mi gdbye.. it meant alot to mi aCtualli.. tO mi..it meant tt the unspoken misunderstanding we had is cleared.. oR rather.. this is wuD i haf been i hOping fOr.. anD tt he mOst pRob didnt suspect anithing after reading the sms... then we can still b frens @ least.. whiCh's somehOw a p3rfect situation.. this is the veri minimum i asked for actualli.. maybe it isnt a bad thing he nOes.. tt's wuD mC tOld mi.. sO is it oR is it nOt? i hadnt had a single idea... then again.. wuDever it isu neva nOe wuD guYs aRe thinking.. i shant read too much into things.. after all.. we are a mere 18 daes away fRom pRelims anD 79 fRom As..
okie.. enuff oF him.. nOw mYee greatest concern..gRanny.. things arent lookin tOo good aCtualli.. her daes aRe numbEred.. yep.. i hate to be alone these daes.. it juX makes mi think mOre.. i can nO longer sTay optimistiC.. i juX cant bear the tot oF nOt hafin gRanny bY mY siDe.. eaCh time i visit hEr.. hEr condition juX seems to wORsen.. i juX haf to fight mYee tears.. i nOe she's wOrried bt us anD all.. yet she cant express hErself.. she dOesnt even haf the energy tO tok.. can u imagine hOw bad things aRe? went tO CGH on weD to visit hEr.. she was hafin so muCh difficultiEs bReathing then.. hEr kidneys aRe failing.. i called her.. all tt she could do was to half open her puny eyes anD look @ mi.. she's so swelled up tt her wRinkles seems to "disappeaR".. it juX huRt terribly to see hEr in tt sTate.. euthanasia came to miee mind time anD again..
tO whOever's gOnna take gRanny away fRom mi.. dun do this to hEr.. she dOesnt even deserve this alright.. she's old.. please do nOt tortuRe her like this.. either u end hEr life wiF nO pain.. oR let hEr enjOy hEr remaining daes @ least..
well.. we all knew granny's waiting fOr him aCtualli.. yep.. unCle.. i dunnOe wuD on earth is stopping him fRom cumin.. though granny did nOt sae anithing bt him.. i knew she's hanging on fOr the sake of him.. despite being realli veri ill.. perhaps tt slutty biTchy wiFe oF his [unfOrtunately.. but yes i do haf a BRAINLESS HEARTLESS EVIL aunt liddat.. though we dun haf any blood relation] is threatening him oR smthg.. tt she will commit suicide wiF their childRen iF he ever visit gRanny? i dunnOe.. anD i dun wish tO nOe.. cant even be bothered.. iF it wasnt gRanny's last infulfiled dReam to see him.. ^%$&#$&^. wuD a fuCkin ass.. alrights.. family matters.. adult affairs over heRe... dunnOe muCh detail either.. jux knew tt granny hasnt been on gooD terms wiF tt slut all along.. anD nOw tt slut is stopping mYee unCle fRom visiting granny oR smthg. bitCh. i mean.. h3llo? cant she juX forget bt the whOle thing? GRANNY IS ALREADY ON THE VERGE OF HER DEATH LAH.. wtf... i wish i could stRangle her anD knOck some sense into hEr la.. i mean.. %#&^%*$&.. oh well.. i jux cant contRol mYself.. but i wld neva forgive her for wuD she did to gRanny.. i juX dun wanna see gRanny leave this wOrld wiF reGrets.. eugh~ wuDever.. cant be bOthered wiF childish adults like hEr..m juX gonna do wuD it takes to make myee gRanny happy fOr hEr remaining daes... tt's the veri least i cld do.. i juX wanna spend all the time i can spare wiF mYeee gRanny.. fOr the sake oF gRanny.. i shall stay happy anD all.. shall take good caRe oF mYself.. so tt she has one thing less to worri bt.. i cant change the faCt she's leaving.. but i can make hEr leave wiF a smile on hEr faCe @ least.. i shall study haRd fOr mYee As anD make hEr pRoud oF mi.. i shall bE gRanny's achievement.. anD i will make suRe i reach there..
*sigh.. let mi blog bt some farni oR happy stuff now... realised mYee enTry sounded sad so far.. hmm.. *thinkin haRd
ha3.. yep.. there's this intertwining jOke vanniE tOld mi anD jiE few daes ago.. ha3.. intEresting language some ppl haF.. i was laughing sO haRd.. intertwine twine twine twineeeeeee.. lol... spEaking bt mYee laughter.. i tink it's gEtting wOrse.. omg.. tink i gOt hit bY some bug again.. the same one tt attaCked mi baCk in YTSS.. ha3.. when i juX wldnt sTop laughing @ everithing.. i juX cant help thinkin far anD laugh..oh! anw, did i mention tt i lost mYee correCtion fluid? yes.. again.. this is like the nth time i m losing it.. it's a big thing esp fOr ppl like mi.. the pRobability oF mi wRiting a wRong charaCter oR smthg is way to high.. anD i hate cancellation.. ha3.. beta get it replaCed soon.. bEfore i go bonkers.. i sEriously cant stand cancelling.. it's way too untidy.. i juX cldnt stand the sight of a line cRossing over mYee faulty sentenCe like this ... then again.. i am juX too lazy to gEt one...
ha3..oh yep!! mummy's gReat! *cheeriOs ha3.. she bought sTrawberries fOr mi.. BIG NICE JUICY SWEET ones.. ha3.. luRf hEr.. aLwiX buYing stuff tO kip mi gOing.. mugging w/o food is haRd anD terrible+hOrrible+incOrrigible+vegetable+etc-ble.. ha3.. alrights.. this isnt farni..
went mugging wiF xixi on sun.. had loads oF fun wiF hEr.. juX luRf miee cuTe lil sweetie.. ha3.. was sitting on this ledge.. hafing ouR dinner anD chatting.. simple anD niCee.. away fRom all the compliCations in life.. can realli tok bt almOst everithing under the sun wiF this ger.. she's simply gReat! but she did smthg terrible tOdae [lol.. pOinting finger @ xixi] she went to sms him " i love you" wiF mYee fone.. omg. i was almOst shoCked to death.. didnt expect hEr to realli msg him.. ha3.. but wasnt mad wiF her lah.. as in she did tt onli cus i said he wldnt believe.. and wuD's mOre i was the one whO started playing wiF hEr fone anD msging "hEr guy" nonsense.. ha3.. and yes! we were playing catching in mac.. was chasing after her all the way out oF mac.. juX to snatch her fone fRom her.. ha3.. childish.. tt wOrd muX haf cRossed ya mind.. ha3.. guEss it's all the mugging tt made us loSe ouR sanity.. cant realli blame us rith.. lol..
wahaha.. suddenly remb smthg tt happened to darz.. a hOrrendous experience fOr her.. it muX haf been.. we were makin fun oF hEr cup siZe.. ha3.. darz!! look @ this!! a niCe B fOr ya! ha3... oOps! she's gOnna sTrangle mi anitime nOw.. ha3.. mYee cuTe darz.. was like annOuncing tO the whOle canteen hEr boobs siZe.. haha.. cant realli remb the details.. of hOw we gOt to tt tOpic.. but aniway.. we had a good time laughing.. all the way till biO lessons.. darz was blushing.. ha3.. anD yep.. darz haf gOt a pOint there.... let mi QUOTE her again.. ha3.. we do it fOr ouRselves, nOt others..let mi see wud i missed out.. hmm.. aCtualli nOthing muCh bt mYee mundane life.. [actualli.. i'm juX way too lazy to recall.. oOps..]
argh~ anw.. tOkin bt life.. i realli hate this kinda routine.. i cant wait fOr 24 nOv to cum.. sO tt i can biD farewell to this sChool.. yes this SCHOOL.. and yes.. let mi emphasize again.. it's puRely the sChool.. nOt anithing else kie.. aCtualli.. i think i wld miss all the mugging times.. w/ mYee sweeties.. tt's smthg we pRobably wld neva haf a chanCe to do tgt agn..
yup yup.. suddenly remember.. siming smsed mi tt dae! anD guEss wuD? she was telling mi tt kelly.. as in kelly fRom Project Superstar.. [lol... i haf nO idea who she is aCt. cus i dun catch tt show..] was fRom YT!! ha3.. nOt tt i am happy cus i came from the same sChool as some celebrity.. oR rather celeb-to-be.. [we were fRom the same pri sch too anw] but mOre impOrtantly.. cus she's fRom YT.. yep.. juX luRf tt sChool to bits.. a mEre neighbOurhOod sChool yet it's a miRacle to mi.. yep... everithing bt tt sChool.. i simply luRf it! ha3.. am gOing baCk wiF siming joanne etC.. whee~~ lookin fOrward to it.. fOnd memOries it bRought.. sometimes i juX cant help reminiscing the past.. it's nOt a bad thing aCtualli.. to stop @ times anD look baCk @ ya life.. sometimes ppl aRe moving @ suCh gReat speed.. they negleCt little yet significanCe details.. tt's hOw families todae becum so disintegrated isnt it? oh my.. y am i getting into gp stuff?
anw.. i dun mind ppl being AA.. in faCt i luRf attention seeking ppl.. cus @ least they aRe being themselves.. in their mOst comfy sTae.. nOt aCting demuRe oR smthg.. but then it's all abt limits.. some ppl aRe juX overdOing it.. puRleeesssee.. fOr goodness sake.. dun tuRn uRself intO a chRistams tRee.. it nOt veri niCee u nOe..
anw.. watched cRush pRoduCtion.. niCee.. a gReat refleCtion oF ppl wif alternative lifesTyles..
*thumbs up it neva occured to mi tt way.. wuD jonathan said neva cRossed mYee mind.. think i m juX bEing plain selfish @ times.. anD it's tt bad tt i dun even realise it @ times..
anw.. baCk to the issue bt kelly.. here's her pRofile..http://superstar.channelu.com.sg/project/female08.htm ppl out there! vOte fOr hEr kie kie... she juX haf gOtta win.. she's our YT's gem!! =D
niTes ppl.. hitting mYee pillow soon.. sweetie dReams to all~ bE suRe to miss mi=P
hmm.. let mi see.. i haf so much to blog bt tt i haf no idea where to start.. see see.. da conseQuenCes oF bein lazy.. ha3
hmm.. saw him @ the bus-stop ytD.. yes.. goD deCides to let mi run into him juX bEfore i gO home...hOw niCee huh.. i lurf running into him anD stuff.. then again i knOw myself.. i think and stone alot each time i run into him.. i juX dun wan to find mYself sinking deeper.. i could haf simplified things bY juX saying a hi.. juX a simple hi.. sO wuD's stopping mi? Y do i haf to sCrew things up? h3llo? wuD's da pRoblem wiF mi? Y cant i juX bRin mYself to behave nOrmalli.. juX like the way i wld sae hi tO others? clearly the misunderstanding is juX gonna deepen lah~ for heaven sake.. miss chong chun ying.. would u stop rolling ya eyes anD giving him tt dumb " omg.. why run into you oF all ppl" look when u so happen to run into him? stop all ya nOnsense lo~ mC was like tellin mi he did wave mi goodbYe on the bus.. but then again.. i still think it was kinda impossible lo~~ as in yup.. juX nOt his style oF dOing things.. i still believe tt he's mOst pRob wavin to his fren who's behind mi oR smthg.. oh well.. Y am i thinkin bt this? does it even concern mi?
alright.. i hate to admit.. bUt everithing bt him still matters alot to mi aCtualli.. a simple bye.. if he realli did wave mi gdbye.. it meant alot to mi aCtualli.. tO mi..it meant tt the unspoken misunderstanding we had is cleared.. oR rather.. this is wuD i haf been i hOping fOr.. anD tt he mOst pRob didnt suspect anithing after reading the sms... then we can still b frens @ least.. whiCh's somehOw a p3rfect situation.. this is the veri minimum i asked for actualli.. maybe it isnt a bad thing he nOes.. tt's wuD mC tOld mi.. sO is it oR is it nOt? i hadnt had a single idea... then again.. wuDever it isu neva nOe wuD guYs aRe thinking.. i shant read too much into things.. after all.. we are a mere 18 daes away fRom pRelims anD 79 fRom As..
okie.. enuff oF him.. nOw mYee greatest concern..gRanny.. things arent lookin tOo good aCtualli.. her daes aRe numbEred.. yep.. i hate to be alone these daes.. it juX makes mi think mOre.. i can nO longer sTay optimistiC.. i juX cant bear the tot oF nOt hafin gRanny bY mY siDe.. eaCh time i visit hEr.. hEr condition juX seems to wORsen.. i juX haf to fight mYee tears.. i nOe she's wOrried bt us anD all.. yet she cant express hErself.. she dOesnt even haf the energy tO tok.. can u imagine hOw bad things aRe? went tO CGH on weD to visit hEr.. she was hafin so muCh difficultiEs bReathing then.. hEr kidneys aRe failing.. i called her.. all tt she could do was to half open her puny eyes anD look @ mi.. she's so swelled up tt her wRinkles seems to "disappeaR".. it juX huRt terribly to see hEr in tt sTate.. euthanasia came to miee mind time anD again..
tO whOever's gOnna take gRanny away fRom mi.. dun do this to hEr.. she dOesnt even deserve this alright.. she's old.. please do nOt tortuRe her like this.. either u end hEr life wiF nO pain.. oR let hEr enjOy hEr remaining daes @ least..
well.. we all knew granny's waiting fOr him aCtualli.. yep.. unCle.. i dunnOe wuD on earth is stopping him fRom cumin.. though granny did nOt sae anithing bt him.. i knew she's hanging on fOr the sake of him.. despite being realli veri ill.. perhaps tt slutty biTchy wiFe oF his [unfOrtunately.. but yes i do haf a BRAINLESS HEARTLESS EVIL aunt liddat.. though we dun haf any blood relation] is threatening him oR smthg.. tt she will commit suicide wiF their childRen iF he ever visit gRanny? i dunnOe.. anD i dun wish tO nOe.. cant even be bothered.. iF it wasnt gRanny's last infulfiled dReam to see him.. ^%$&#$&^. wuD a fuCkin ass.. alrights.. family matters.. adult affairs over heRe... dunnOe muCh detail either.. jux knew tt granny hasnt been on gooD terms wiF tt slut all along.. anD nOw tt slut is stopping mYee unCle fRom visiting granny oR smthg. bitCh. i mean.. h3llo? cant she juX forget bt the whOle thing? GRANNY IS ALREADY ON THE VERGE OF HER DEATH LAH.. wtf... i wish i could stRangle her anD knOck some sense into hEr la.. i mean.. %#&^%*$&.. oh well.. i jux cant contRol mYself.. but i wld neva forgive her for wuD she did to gRanny.. i juX dun wanna see gRanny leave this wOrld wiF reGrets.. eugh~ wuDever.. cant be bOthered wiF childish adults like hEr..m juX gonna do wuD it takes to make myee gRanny happy fOr hEr remaining daes... tt's the veri least i cld do.. i juX wanna spend all the time i can spare wiF mYeee gRanny.. fOr the sake oF gRanny.. i shall stay happy anD all.. shall take good caRe oF mYself.. so tt she has one thing less to worri bt.. i cant change the faCt she's leaving.. but i can make hEr leave wiF a smile on hEr faCe @ least.. i shall study haRd fOr mYee As anD make hEr pRoud oF mi.. i shall bE gRanny's achievement.. anD i will make suRe i reach there..
*sigh.. let mi blog bt some farni oR happy stuff now... realised mYee enTry sounded sad so far.. hmm.. *thinkin haRd
ha3.. yep.. there's this intertwining jOke vanniE tOld mi anD jiE few daes ago.. ha3.. intEresting language some ppl haF.. i was laughing sO haRd.. intertwine twine twine twineeeeeee.. lol... spEaking bt mYee laughter.. i tink it's gEtting wOrse.. omg.. tink i gOt hit bY some bug again.. the same one tt attaCked mi baCk in YTSS.. ha3.. when i juX wldnt sTop laughing @ everithing.. i juX cant help thinkin far anD laugh..oh! anw, did i mention tt i lost mYee correCtion fluid? yes.. again.. this is like the nth time i m losing it.. it's a big thing esp fOr ppl like mi.. the pRobability oF mi wRiting a wRong charaCter oR smthg is way to high.. anD i hate cancellation.. ha3.. beta get it replaCed soon.. bEfore i go bonkers.. i sEriously cant stand cancelling.. it's way too untidy.. i juX cldnt stand the sight of a line cRossing over mYee faulty sentenCe like this ... then again.. i am juX too lazy to gEt one...
ha3..oh yep!! mummy's gReat! *cheeriOs ha3.. she bought sTrawberries fOr mi.. BIG NICE JUICY SWEET ones.. ha3.. luRf hEr.. aLwiX buYing stuff tO kip mi gOing.. mugging w/o food is haRd anD terrible+hOrrible+incOrrigible+vegetable+etc-ble.. ha3.. alrights.. this isnt farni..
went mugging wiF xixi on sun.. had loads oF fun wiF hEr.. juX luRf miee cuTe lil sweetie.. ha3.. was sitting on this ledge.. hafing ouR dinner anD chatting.. simple anD niCee.. away fRom all the compliCations in life.. can realli tok bt almOst everithing under the sun wiF this ger.. she's simply gReat! but she did smthg terrible tOdae [lol.. pOinting finger @ xixi] she went to sms him " i love you" wiF mYee fone.. omg. i was almOst shoCked to death.. didnt expect hEr to realli msg him.. ha3.. but wasnt mad wiF her lah.. as in she did tt onli cus i said he wldnt believe.. and wuD's mOre i was the one whO started playing wiF hEr fone anD msging "hEr guy" nonsense.. ha3.. and yes! we were playing catching in mac.. was chasing after her all the way out oF mac.. juX to snatch her fone fRom her.. ha3.. childish.. tt wOrd muX haf cRossed ya mind.. ha3.. guEss it's all the mugging tt made us loSe ouR sanity.. cant realli blame us rith.. lol..
wahaha.. suddenly remb smthg tt happened to darz.. a hOrrendous experience fOr her.. it muX haf been.. we were makin fun oF hEr cup siZe.. ha3.. darz!! look @ this!! a niCe B fOr ya! ha3... oOps! she's gOnna sTrangle mi anitime nOw.. ha3.. mYee cuTe darz.. was like annOuncing tO the whOle canteen hEr boobs siZe.. haha.. cant realli remb the details.. of hOw we gOt to tt tOpic.. but aniway.. we had a good time laughing.. all the way till biO lessons.. darz was blushing.. ha3.. anD yep.. darz haf gOt a pOint there.... let mi QUOTE her again.. ha3.. we do it fOr ouRselves, nOt others..let mi see wud i missed out.. hmm.. aCtualli nOthing muCh bt mYee mundane life.. [actualli.. i'm juX way too lazy to recall.. oOps..]
argh~ anw.. tOkin bt life.. i realli hate this kinda routine.. i cant wait fOr 24 nOv to cum.. sO tt i can biD farewell to this sChool.. yes this SCHOOL.. and yes.. let mi emphasize again.. it's puRely the sChool.. nOt anithing else kie.. aCtualli.. i think i wld miss all the mugging times.. w/ mYee sweeties.. tt's smthg we pRobably wld neva haf a chanCe to do tgt agn..
yup yup.. suddenly remember.. siming smsed mi tt dae! anD guEss wuD? she was telling mi tt kelly.. as in kelly fRom Project Superstar.. [lol... i haf nO idea who she is aCt. cus i dun catch tt show..] was fRom YT!! ha3.. nOt tt i am happy cus i came from the same sChool as some celebrity.. oR rather celeb-to-be.. [we were fRom the same pri sch too anw] but mOre impOrtantly.. cus she's fRom YT.. yep.. juX luRf tt sChool to bits.. a mEre neighbOurhOod sChool yet it's a miRacle to mi.. yep... everithing bt tt sChool.. i simply luRf it! ha3.. am gOing baCk wiF siming joanne etC.. whee~~ lookin fOrward to it.. fOnd memOries it bRought.. sometimes i juX cant help reminiscing the past.. it's nOt a bad thing aCtualli.. to stop @ times anD look baCk @ ya life.. sometimes ppl aRe moving @ suCh gReat speed.. they negleCt little yet significanCe details.. tt's hOw families todae becum so disintegrated isnt it? oh my.. y am i getting into gp stuff?
anw.. i dun mind ppl being AA.. in faCt i luRf attention seeking ppl.. cus @ least they aRe being themselves.. in their mOst comfy sTae.. nOt aCting demuRe oR smthg.. but then it's all abt limits.. some ppl aRe juX overdOing it.. puRleeesssee.. fOr goodness sake.. dun tuRn uRself intO a chRistams tRee.. it nOt veri niCee u nOe..
anw.. watched cRush pRoduCtion.. niCee.. a gReat refleCtion oF ppl wif alternative lifesTyles..
*thumbs up it neva occured to mi tt way.. wuD jonathan said neva cRossed mYee mind.. think i m juX bEing plain selfish @ times.. anD it's tt bad tt i dun even realise it @ times..
anw.. baCk to the issue bt kelly.. here's her pRofile..http://superstar.channelu.com.sg/project/female08.htm ppl out there! vOte fOr hEr kie kie... she juX haf gOtta win.. she's our YT's gem!! =D
niTes ppl.. hitting mYee pillow soon.. sweetie dReams to all~ bE suRe to miss mi=P
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Yeah! today''s friday.. my favourite day of the week as friday is the only day i can slsck.. then weekend have to work extra harder as prelims is just round the corner.. today lesson end very very early.. 1 pm end le.. wahaha.. so happy.. my physics tutor is sick today and chemistry tutor let us go home study so lesson cancel.. hehe.. later meeting Jingyi to go collect her contact lens.. actually feel a little waste of time.. and since i have promised her last week i shall keep my promise.. there goes my few hours.. ;(
this week is indeed an enjoyable one for me. 3 days of school holidays. actually it was meant for us to cathc up with my work but seems like i never make full use of it.. tues and wed went to SOT for GP tuition.. wed Miss Kuik did not turn up.. we waited for her from 9 to 11am.. 2 hours wasted.. i was initially very angry.. wasted my time waiting and most importantly, my hours of sleeping time.. zzZzZZZZzzzzZZzZzZzZZzz.. haha.. but nvm lar cos i am also a tutor too.. sometimes will tend to forget.. can understand.. haa.. but hope this incident will not happen again.. haa..
this weekend will be a very busy one for me.. next week tues having chemistry physical chem tests! all memory work.. cham le.. i have a poor memory de.. how?? wed having chemistry practical test.. last practical for my JC life le.. after which labs will be closed for A level pracitical.. feel uneasy as i am not adept with those practical skills especially the planning part.. read and read also dont know how to do.. my tutor always scold me ' READ!' but i really read le still dont know.. haiz.. hope A level and prelim practical planning part will be an easy one.. else i will get scold by my tutor again.. *pray hard =D* prelims paper keep coming to us.. going to be suffocated by prelims papers.. haha.. but wanna do well have to do them.. it's part and parcel of life .. hehe..
oh yah i almost forgot.. YingX sorry that time never contact u to go gym.. if u free can ask me go gym this weekend.. maybe sat or sun evening also can.. soRi.. Rubber, i photocopy the GP notes le.. will leave it in your letter box either today or tommorrow afternoon the latest.. remember not to lock your letter box ar.. haa.. oKay hope to see u guys sOon.. see ya.. +taKe carE+ ('',)
this week is indeed an enjoyable one for me. 3 days of school holidays. actually it was meant for us to cathc up with my work but seems like i never make full use of it.. tues and wed went to SOT for GP tuition.. wed Miss Kuik did not turn up.. we waited for her from 9 to 11am.. 2 hours wasted.. i was initially very angry.. wasted my time waiting and most importantly, my hours of sleeping time.. zzZzZZZZzzzzZZzZzZzZZzz.. haha.. but nvm lar cos i am also a tutor too.. sometimes will tend to forget.. can understand.. haa.. but hope this incident will not happen again.. haa..
this weekend will be a very busy one for me.. next week tues having chemistry physical chem tests! all memory work.. cham le.. i have a poor memory de.. how?? wed having chemistry practical test.. last practical for my JC life le.. after which labs will be closed for A level pracitical.. feel uneasy as i am not adept with those practical skills especially the planning part.. read and read also dont know how to do.. my tutor always scold me ' READ!' but i really read le still dont know.. haiz.. hope A level and prelim practical planning part will be an easy one.. else i will get scold by my tutor again.. *pray hard =D* prelims paper keep coming to us.. going to be suffocated by prelims papers.. haha.. but wanna do well have to do them.. it's part and parcel of life .. hehe..
oh yah i almost forgot.. YingX sorry that time never contact u to go gym.. if u free can ask me go gym this weekend.. maybe sat or sun evening also can.. soRi.. Rubber, i photocopy the GP notes le.. will leave it in your letter box either today or tommorrow afternoon the latest.. remember not to lock your letter box ar.. haa.. oKay hope to see u guys sOon.. see ya.. +taKe carE+ ('',)
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
6:45 PM
omg omg omg! hilary Duff rOx!! ha3.. kie.. i'm mad.. lol..
HILARY DUFF LYRICS
"Wake Up"
There's people talking
They talk about me
They know my name
They think they know everything
But they don't know anything
About me
Give me a dance floor
Give me a dj
Play me a record
Forget what they say
Cause I need to goNeed to getaway tonight
I put my makeup on a saturday night
I try and make it happen
Try to make it all right
I know I make mistakes
I'm living life day to day
It's never really easy but it's ok
Wake Up Wake Up
On a saturday night
Could be New York
Maybe Hollywood and Vine
London, Paris maybe Tokyo
There's something going on anywhere I go
Tonight
Tonight
Yeah, tonight
The cities restless
It's all around me
People in motion
Sick of all the same routines
And they need to go
They need to get away
Tonight
I put my makeup on a saturday night
I try and make it happen
Try to make it all right
I know I make mistakes I'm living life day to day
It's never really easy but it's ok
Wake Up Wake Up
On a saturday night
Could be New York
Maybe Hollywood and Vine
London, Paris maybe Tokyo
There's something going on anywhere I go
Tonight
Tonight
Yeah, tonight
People all around you
Everywhere that you go
People all around you
They don't really know you
Everybody watching like it's some kind of show
Everybody's watching
They don't really know you now
(They don't really know you)
(They don't really know you)
And forever
Wake Up Wake Up
(Wake Up Wake Up)
Wake Up Wake Up
(Wake Up Wake Up)
Wake Up Wake Up
On a saturday night
Could be New York
Maybe Hollywood and Vine
London, Paris maybe Tokyo
There's something going on anywhere I go
Wake Up Wake UpOn a saturday night
Could be New York
Maybe Hollywood and Vine
London, Paris maybe Tokyo
There's something going on anywhere
I go
Tonight
Tonight
Yeah, tonight
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
11:36 PM
silly xixi.. dun wOrrix kie kie... ha3.. dun make mi feel bad!! u nOtti gEr.. i aint jokin kie, when i sae i aint realli veri affected bY it.. juX sColded tt *forgot his name... fOr fun de lah... cant realli blame him.. ha3.. juX leave it all to fate ba.. think he cant even be bOthered lo~ anw, remb wuD i told u? we aRe all destined to be tgt wiF ouR mr right.. all this has been deCided fOr us even bEfore we aRe bOrn.. anD it takes two hands to clap.. anD u shld nOe mi right.. iF i realli were angRy.. i wun even bOther to tok oR make any comment.. ha3.. i wun be so crappy lo.. oR so playful.. still msg thOse bo,liao smses.. right? oR left.. haha.. juX give mi a call la.. iF u still aint convinCed i m okie.. ha3.. luRf ya.. mYee cuTe lil xixxxxxiiiii.. forever tt innoCent.. =D
iF u R bad ger.. then mi anD rubby shall be bad gers too!! lol.. remb? thReesome shall alwiX be threesome.. as one.. yeppiE!!
kie kie.. shall blog bt ouR fun past two daes when i haf time.. ha3.. niTes ppl ['',]
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today something happen.. and i''m very guilty of it.. very guilty indeed.. hope the 2 person involve can forgive me.. sorry.. YingX sorry for sending the message.. u can tell him that i am the one who send it.. and to ZY.. sorry for what had happen today.. sorry.. maybe i'm not fated to have 2 such niCee people by my side.. it's all fate.. but what can i do? maybe just pray that god will not punish me for my wrong doings.. i know i am a bad ger after all.. a really bad one.. but just like to say sorry for what had happen..
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
11:50 PM
8 AUGUST.. 2 days from now.. and the 2 library books have not been recovered yet.. lost! *please return my books whoever who took it* else i have to pay the $60+ bucks.. expensive wor.. i didnt even read the 2 books.. haiz.. nvm even if it''s lost so be it.. just take it as a lesson learnt.. an expensive one though..
today went to OCC and work.. firstly must apologise to rUbBer that i didnt ask u go work cos only 2 places.. really sorry.. next time have i ask u k.. *promise* and sorry.. today's function is the 7th month festival organised by motorola company.. YingX and i were like laughing *oOps cannot laugh at such things de wor...* cos people there were actually bidding for something that cost less.. for instance.. one table at Yishun lake garden costs $350 and people were bidding at $900 for that 1 table.. that's ex.. maybe those generous guys can help me pay for my library books? haha.. just kidding.. have fun today working with YingX.. hey work towards our SMU goals k.. these few days for us to catch up with our work.. jia you wor..
yeah tomorrow going out study with YingX.. hey RubBer why cannot go with us? wanna slack at home is it? cannot slack le hor.. haha... dont always sleep on sunday la.. can go out mahz.. tmr YingX and i going mac study then go gym then go buy shoes.. wor programme laid out nicely for us tomoorrow le.. too bad someone cannot go with us.. haha .. no la i'm not blaming u.. anyway i will be meeting u on tues and wed for Gp tuition at SOt rite? dont forget..
well, suddenly feel that i am a really bad person.. a bad one.. bad bad ger.. i scared of retributions! ;( i am so fortunate to have all i wanted but .. haiz.. dont know how to string into words.. too emotional of me.. haa.. think my next life wont be so good le.. retribution ba.. that's all for this blog.. bye and take care my 2 little sweeties ;)
today went to OCC and work.. firstly must apologise to rUbBer that i didnt ask u go work cos only 2 places.. really sorry.. next time have i ask u k.. *promise* and sorry.. today's function is the 7th month festival organised by motorola company.. YingX and i were like laughing *oOps cannot laugh at such things de wor...* cos people there were actually bidding for something that cost less.. for instance.. one table at Yishun lake garden costs $350 and people were bidding at $900 for that 1 table.. that's ex.. maybe those generous guys can help me pay for my library books? haha.. just kidding.. have fun today working with YingX.. hey work towards our SMU goals k.. these few days for us to catch up with our work.. jia you wor..
yeah tomorrow going out study with YingX.. hey RubBer why cannot go with us? wanna slack at home is it? cannot slack le hor.. haha... dont always sleep on sunday la.. can go out mahz.. tmr YingX and i going mac study then go gym then go buy shoes.. wor programme laid out nicely for us tomoorrow le.. too bad someone cannot go with us.. haha .. no la i'm not blaming u.. anyway i will be meeting u on tues and wed for Gp tuition at SOt rite? dont forget..
well, suddenly feel that i am a really bad person.. a bad one.. bad bad ger.. i scared of retributions! ;( i am so fortunate to have all i wanted but .. haiz.. dont know how to string into words.. too emotional of me.. haa.. think my next life wont be so good le.. retribution ba.. that's all for this blog.. bye and take care my 2 little sweeties ;)
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
11:25 PM
this week. damn unlucky. lost 2 library books. helped Daphne carry till i dont know where i left them. $60 plus for both books. 8 aug due. hope some kind souls who took them will return by 8 aug. *pray hard*.
tuesday, assembly. Principal talked about our term 3 block test results. atrocious is the word to describe most of our results. nearly 50 students got 0 A level points. i did badly too. my class, 201 emerged as the top class again. stress. everyone in my class performing so well except me. why? why? why? maybe i was too slack. wake up! time to mug hard.
today. late for school. i slipped away from taking down my name. heart was pounding at gReat speed. trepidation mounted in me as i walked swiftly to the LT. was afraid they might somehow see me and catch me. phew.. practical day. had chem and physics practical.. accidentally poured the chemical over my paper. my paper got yellow.. hehe.. some stains on my shoes. new shoes! so irritated..
*the next few days*. fRi going to hospice with him and his friends. hOpe it will bE fun.. and hOpe that event will somehow bRing out some smiles out of the terminally ill patients. sHall i bRing mY youngest sis there? i wonder. sat. GP tuition at SOT. think will be boring. no friends. haa..
tuesday, assembly. Principal talked about our term 3 block test results. atrocious is the word to describe most of our results. nearly 50 students got 0 A level points. i did badly too. my class, 201 emerged as the top class again. stress. everyone in my class performing so well except me. why? why? why? maybe i was too slack. wake up! time to mug hard.
today. late for school. i slipped away from taking down my name. heart was pounding at gReat speed. trepidation mounted in me as i walked swiftly to the LT. was afraid they might somehow see me and catch me. phew.. practical day. had chem and physics practical.. accidentally poured the chemical over my paper. my paper got yellow.. hehe.. some stains on my shoes. new shoes! so irritated..
*the next few days*. fRi going to hospice with him and his friends. hOpe it will bE fun.. and hOpe that event will somehow bRing out some smiles out of the terminally ill patients. sHall i bRing mY youngest sis there? i wonder. sat. GP tuition at SOT. think will be boring. no friends. haa..
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