fuck. this is bad bad bad anD still BAD. i noe wud's the right thing to do. yet i'm not doing it! the stubborn inner mi is juX so damn freakin irritating alrights. it's getting on my nerve. principles i claim. but i noe too well.. these are all mere excuses! excuses fer mi to get away wiF wuD i'm doing. it's all crap lah! wud's the fucking big deal of noeing when i aint doing anithing bt it?!!? pissed. i noe wud clearly wud i can do to make a difference to the whole situation. i swear! i know it! eugh.i am BAD HORRIBLE ger. on top of tt. i speak w/o thinking. smthg i nid to learn. fast.
in case u guys think it's mugging i'm tokin bt, it's not.
and now my dumb com is running so slowly that i was THAT close to dumping myee mouse dwn the 13 storeys from where i was. [okie. maybe it's nat running that slowly. but myee bad mood made it seems as tho it is.] oh well. wuDever.fuck.
-YingX luRfs hEr gErs-